GCE O Level Examinations

this is what happens to me when i'm 17 days away from O's

so yea, i'm currently 18, gonna be 17, days away from my GCE O Level Examinations. tmr's my last day at school before my 2 weeks of study break. as you can see from the picture, i'm in a extremely tensed state now, as in stressed up. very, indeed. 

Usually, i can keep up with my work and solve them patiently. now, when i'm faced with problems, i just crush my papers and throw them onto the wall. i know this is stupid. i'm gonna change it. i've tried today and so far i've not crushed any papers yet. definitely a good sign. ph, and i've started sleeping before 12am nowadays which is considerably early for me since my average sleeping time this year is around 1am, with afternoon naps. well, of course, i've eliminated the naps since ytd when i started sleeping before 12am.

i really wish, hope and plan to do well. just hope things don't screw up at the end, cos so far, things happened to me are too good to be true. but i appreciate the luck anyway (:

it's raining now. it might seem like a depressing weather to others but to me, it's a wonderful weather for two reasons. it's almost 11:15 pm now and it will be good for my sleep after many sleepless humid nights and secondly, the sound of raindrops just wash some of my stress away and my mind hasn't felt so light in ages. 

i will try to update regularly but no promises yea. cos exams are coming but i'll come to lament over my academic-filled life in Singapore if you guys care to read hahahaha! really appreciate your visit to my blog and hope to see you soon!

Love,

Pancake x)