some random pictures of me.

hard-working...

smiles Smiles SMILES~~~

my face got tan xing

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playing a fool with my self

hairband over my head?

guess what? ROCK STAR!!! not PORN STAR!!! hahahahaha!!

cool!

looking like a bitch

day-dreaming hehe =)

thinking abt something..

acting cute -.-

smexy!

wearing skirt. =P

late for student councilor interview. hahaha!!! the interview @10 am i woke up at 10 am =X Shook my poor tired dad up to send me there =( then on the way there, he said:"how can u be a prefect when u are always late and always overslept. blah blah blah.... but i dun think i can pass the interview. the 4 prefects keep on asking me fcuking question. then i keep on "er, um, la, aaaaa" aiya, as long as, i confirm fail wan. if i can be prefect, i laugh till i drop down from my 4th floor classroom. =/ anyway, vaish seems to be very polite and confident. i 90% sure she can be student counsilor. syafiq wan is worst! u know what guys? every question the 4 prefects ask him ELABORATE!!! =Z science lesson ar. LMAO!!!! then plan to go JP with vaish to buy _____ present. then vaish last min tell me her mum say cant. too bad then... aster that went home. ate. then mum say she want send me go JP. then parents go Jurong East buy stuff then i say ok lo. went to JP. went Popular first. got my stationeries. ate lunch. went mini toons buy present. then bused home alone. went home. parents edi home. mum say she going JB. at night dunno cooking anot. she say will sms me. then now dad send mum to clementi. so i got time to blog. i long time didnt blog untill so shuang edi lo. normally daddy will interupt me, make me forgot what i want to write. sometimes got pissed of with blogger.com cos u know why? i type 2 pages of my feelings then it suddenly hang. refresh. everythinggone. fucking blogger. thats all for today peeps. bye!!!!!

Nobody understands me when i am sad =(

"Diana, dun wan go learn ur gammar??" my father always repeat this sentence since friday. just because i fail my EL, cant do anything. watch tv also say "y are u spending ur time on this movie? u can use this time to learn ur tenses ryte? using 2 hours to watch movie, if u spend 2 hours on grammar, u can at least learn 3 to 4 tenses ryte???" i feel so miserable. then i know my father surely dun agree me going out tmr wan. then xue qi angry with me cos i cant go out tmr with her to celebrate her birthday. =( feeling more miserable now. nobody understand i now so fcuking miserable and sad. i have been studying whole afternoon sial. tired of it. sick of it. scared of it. xue qi dunno how lucky she is that she can at least on9 or go out alone better than me cant even go out. everytime nobody understands my inside. i feel so sad now... to xue qi, if u reading this post. dun feel offended, i am just pouring out my feelings. i just want to let u know that, not that i dun wanna go out. its not up to me. u say everything heck care heck care like very easy like that. y not i xchange with you with my life for one month. no need one month, one week u cant stand edi. i am not looking down that u cant stand my father. i am being realistic. my mum agree so what? she is not the chief in the house. and u know that i wont go out without my father saying 'YES' to tell u frankly, i have NEVER EVER disobey my father b4 in my life. not because i dun dare. but the consequences of disobeying him is worst than hell. if i disobey him once, i will NEVER get the thing i want again. i REALLY REALLY REALLY want to go out. i want to break free from this cage and my father's claw. i just want someone to save me. but like i said, nobody helped me when i am in trouble. thats all for today. father edi ask me go revise grammar. thx, sorry and bye.

got back result slip yesterday. results suckx. bluekkkkkkkkk!!

scored 45/50 for geography!!!!!!!!!! Yea!!!! highest in class!!!! i cant imagine that i won Andaman by 2 marks. she is the top student wei~~~~ so damn Happy la. all the 6 marks essay question i got full mark. maybe cos Andaman got careless mistake or what lo. but others she still win me =(

blog dead.. and got REVIVED again by ME!!! of cos, i have tonnes of things to pour onto my blog, but my hands cant type that much. so i shall cut the craps. let me announce my marks first.
EL: (fail) 11/30
Math: (fucked up) 28/40
Science: (ok ok) 36/50
MTL: (expected to do better) 73/100
well, so far these results are fine with me. but i hate myself cos my math cant get 30+ like what i used to get. FUCK!
anyway, cut the F-ing. just now after school went for Sports Enrichment Programme(SEP). i chose Inline Skating btw. i fell umpteen times. not that many times actually. i think its FUN!!!! one pint of the time, i fell and spraint my knee. haha!!!! i know. clumsy me!! but nvm, to stand backwards is harder than the fall. so yea, i stood back up and cont. too bad i spraint quite hard. now abit pain. so slacked and didn go training. i wanted so much to cont the other 4 lessons. but i gues my parents dun allow cos they scared my injury caused by the skating fall might affect my training. they said:"there is once, there is the secodn time" which is quite true. i am not the ultimate pro that oni fall one time. maybe next time will be worst? who knows. anyway, b4 the skating, i told Andaman(top student in express) that i have a feeling tht i fell hurt my leg today!! and how true isit. y my results prediction not that accurate. bad luck always come true. =)