i spent the last whole night thinking... where am i wrong?? i edi tried to patched back, but yan jun refuse... what can i do?? and my heart like going to explode... and i almost break down, but what for cry for a bitch? not worth it....... so i kept my tears in my heart to bleed inside... i am a FIRM and STRONG girl, i cant break down, many ppl are relying on me, if i break down, what will happen? who will JUMP START for me?? maybe me and that BITCH reli are 2 ppl from different worlds?? perhaps... cos whenever she talks i just hope she SHUTS UP! bcoz she talk all boliao topic, mostly abt volleyball and her primary school days, BORING isn't it?? when i crack a joke, only Vaish and Xue Qi laughed. she will just ignore. then its very hard to make her laugh. maybe she is not as WILD as us? just let every moment we had in the past eight months slip into my memory... its not worth thinking.... its not worth it at all.... she thinks she is so BIG, where BIG? CIBAI BIG? or BREAST BIG?? maybe both, but other than that no where else is BIG. she thiks she so popular, somemore purposely infront of Xue QI boats she got LOADS of friends... so what? her FRIENDS are all Bitches!! the friends we made are much better than yours!! last time u say Yi Xin not good, so ah lian, now become so CLOSE?? if u wanna turn BAD, go AHEAD!