not fair leh!!! xue qi and yan jun can go zoo... why must be me that cannot go??!! because of my training, i cant go!!! why they two always go somewhere interesting without me?? because of my training, i have to szcrifice everything?? yan jun also said she wanna save money to buy volleyball?? what kind of world is this?? why everybody say 1 thing, then do another??!! why must it be me who need to sacrifice everything while other ppl like yan jun and xue qi can go out and play all day long????!!!!!! wtf!!!

To Yan Jun and Xue qi:
pls dun be angry when i wrote this on blog... because its really unfair... when i hv the chance to go out with u all, we must go to a boring place like IMM Mall, but... when i am not with u all, u all go somewhere fun... without me... i suddenly felt so sore and so left out...

To Yan Jun:
today when u come school then bad mood, emo to us untill recess over... what do u mean?? do me and vasih hv feelings? and.. when xue qi came, u oni talk to her most of the time, then alwaysleave me and vaish alone, dont u know that we feel hurt? or u dun even care about us? but when xue qi overslept and didn come, u come to us and talk? i mean... What Do You Mean?? we will feel strange u know? and... u dun seem to friend with me anymore... i hv strong feelings about things arnd me u know? i am a born-sensitive girl... pls dun let me feel so hurt... i am not jealous, i seriously IS hurt... nvm, for a girl like you, i dun think u understand what i am talking about... just dun mention it at school... not just me... i can feel that vaish is hurt too... she just like to remain happy, thats all... sometimes when i talk to you, u just do nothing, didn laugh didn smile, didn even answer me... why?? why?? do u really think i am not suitable to be your friend? just speak out la... i told xue qi b4 that i rather u tell me straight away the n to hide and then use some other dark ways to tell me that i am not suitable for you, i HATE guessing game since young...i supposed u dun know. btw, i dun thinku know anything about me!!! burbye ):